Hebrews 13:5 "for He hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee."

Dear Ja,
I woke up this morning with a song in my head.  You know when your dreaming of a song and the melody of a song just keeps repeating over and over?  I didn't know what song it was so I just lied there humming it outloud waiting for the lyrics to come to me. Eventually, they did. . . http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZKrf11XmnI
Sorry. I don't mean to make you cry.  Both women in this song are me.  The first is when your gone.  The second is when you return.  The words are exactly the same, but with my story behind it.  While you are gone I'm going to be alone at night with my heart still believing that you will return.  When you come back, I'm sure you will be a different person, as will I.  You may have difficulties assimilating back to family life or have some post-symtoms but I will still beilieve our hearts can mend our different experiences we have together so nothing keeps us apart.  I will still believe whether we are physically apart or even emotionally apart at times we can  journey together to bring us together as one line upon line.


There comes a time in every ones life, as difficult as it may be, when we learn to turn the page, and enter into a new chapter in our lives.  When we do we will find Jesus right there to help us with every step we take.  My human nature feelings of 'abandonment' sufaces sometimes.  I know it's not true and you have no choice over this, but our bodies are fallen and have a way of responding irrationally.  I was told this morning that when I live life through those songs to remember, "he Hath said I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee."  Don't worry. . .Heavenly Father is just allowing me to keep seeing things with my spiritual eyes when my temporal eyes fight for attention.  This will allow me to continue loving without reserves blocking my heart for fear of hurt.
Luv, me
PS: How come I always leave the computer with swollen eyes and a stuffy nose?